Life as I know It

I believe everything happens for a reason. I love that these random things happen and cause good and happiness. What I don't understand is why these random things cause heartache and unhappiness. I'm going through the latter right now. Just sitting here wondering when things will get better for me. I'm tired of sitting here in uncertainty. I want to move on with my life. I'm ready to make that jump into the professional "real" world everyone talks about. I just need someone to take a chance on me. I'm ready for that next moment. Someone please just take a chance on me.